Time for a pity party?

I feel like I have no time. No time for fun, things I want to do, people I want to call, hang out, enjoy life. I feel busy but I don't how. I have to study for my Staff test, I have to get everything done and ready for my 'trip'. I go to my DH's games every week. I don't get home until 5pm, and then I have to study, then cook, then clean, then watch a lil' tv and then it's bed time. I have no time to scrap. I can only scrap now on Saturdays if I'm lucky. If you feel neglicated I'm sorry. I feel horrible that I reached out and then never went through with it. I want to have a friend that has the same hobbies, like the same things. I have asked for that all my life, I find them and I hide instead. I wish I was more out going. I think if maybe my DH had some friends I wouldn't feel so bad leaving him to hang out with someone too. All his friends are gone now though. All seperated or PCSed to another base. That's life. That's how I lost my only friend.
Well I should get to bed. Thanks for letting me have my pity party. I need it sometimes I guess. :)